Tuesday, November 24, 2009

end of year

so its the end of the year already one more month, where did the year go?
this year has been crazy the first part of the year things were okay but the last have of the year has been crazy with mom being sick.
In June Valerie Graduated from Collage so we had every one come out, Heidi,Kathy,April,Roni and Teegan. It was a great week with every one out and mom got to see every one but Chris and Sarah they could not make it, I know that mom felt bad because she could not go to Sarah's wedding.
Roni moved out here with us has been an ajustment for all of us.
September was crazy with mom having her Knee done and he being in and out of the hospital and nursing home, so glad she is home now and is feeling better.
I sure Miss Ione so much and wonder what life would have been if she was still around. How much are lives would have been different or would have it been a little different.
Don't you ever wonder why are lives change so much and if you could change it to the way you want it to go would you change it?
Like they say you are on the right path but how do you know its the right path and if you could look ahead and see two paths and saw what both paths would turn out to be would you choose the right one or would you choose the other road as they would say and not feel bad about it.
I some times feel so bad because I think that Heidi is mad at me deep down because I moved away and left her where she is in a place she don't want to be and a Job she don't always like. I feel guilty when she calls me some times I just don't have anything to say and some times I thinks she gets mad at me cuz I don't talk to her that much. I miss her very much every day!

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Kids

Valerie, Kailie and Logan came over tonight and we went to walmart for a few things. Logan said to me I need money and I said what do you need money for and he said he wants Spiderman Ice Cream. He has been getting Ice Cream from the Ice Cream Truck. Its a mazing what a 2 year old will say.
The last few time Logan has come over when he wants something he will say my name, I think that he said my name at least 14 or more times tonight.

Family Time

Roni came up this weekend and val and the kids came over to see her. We have been out side playing ball and frezbee.
Kailie's Friend Laurn came over, she has no brothers or sisters in family, so I think she had fun playing with us, Jesse didn't come over and I am upset because he told me that he would come over and then didn't.
I guess its his loss that he didn't get to spend time with us.
Roni has a Wii that she brought up with her and we played on it, we got mom to play as well the games were bolwing and golf mom really liked golf.
We had dinner and after dinner mom said how do you turn this on so I can play golf. Roni and I played bolwing and baseball after everone left last night, what a work out!
The tennis one will give you a good work out to.